Another day has dawned. I am sleeping four consecutive hours at night, and dozing off occasionally after that, until I get tired of thinking and hurting, so I get up. This morning I arose at 4:30 a.m., having been awake for quite some time. Sleep is the real challenge right now. The nausea has subsided,… Continue reading The List
Category: January
January Entries
Another Day, Another Stitch
I can see how adjusting to living with a man who was my spouse, who I wanted to be my spouse, but now is only a man I am living with, is going to take some time. Painful encounters today: Sending New Year’s Greetings from only me, many tears. Filling in a form with a… Continue reading Another Day, Another Stitch
One True Thing
I am living in my marital home with a man, with whom I am not in a marital relationship. There, the one true thing I know about my new life. Three days ago I thought I was living in a family, myself and my loving husband Attila. Attila lived up to his name, slaying our… Continue reading One True Thing
Another Decision
The iMac gave me a scare after I had backed it up. I restarted it to complete some installations, and it did not start. I pressed the button on the back, it did not start. I tried the keyboard command, it did not start. I walked away. A little later I came back and unplugged… Continue reading Another Decision
A Decision
This week a decision was required. I have been attending a yoga class, offered weekly, but which I do not attend weekly. The pay as you go class has suited me well. Many weeks I do not go, because there are other things that I want to do during that time slot. The classes require… Continue reading A Decision