Tinkerbelle

I call her Tinkerbelle.

She is a loyal companion. She follows me everywhere, and likes to poke her nose into what I am doing, curious and wanting to be included.

She nudges me and reminds me that I am living in a human body, that life is not perfect, and that it can be whimsical even in in moments of frustration.

The moniker science has assigned to Tinkerbelle is a “floater“.

Some years ago, three or four I think, but who’s counting, I suffered from a PVD, Posterior Vitrious Detachment. I was seen first by an Emergency Room doctor, then hours later by the Ophthalmology Department in a larger city hospital. Luckily the condition did not progress into a detached retina. I got off lightly with just a floater, a HUGE floater… aka Tinkerbelle.

At first Tinkerbelle could block vision in that eye. Eventually my brain learned to see around her, and I’ve unconsciously become adept at moving the her out of the way through eye movements. She is here to stay.

Until recently her name had not come to me. It was only after she received her name that my reactions to her constant companionship evolved from mild distress to acceptance and amusement. Now, when she is in my way, we play, I chase, she runs, then she loses interest.

I’ve read that cataract surgery, which is in my near future, amplifies the presence of floaters. I guess she and I will be in for some game time!

Weather Report Thoughts
Apparently on Monday we might be in for some snow flurries. I would like to state that it wasn’t me! My snow pants and the rest of my winter wear still hanging on their hooks and ready to go. Fate was tempted by someone else. You know who you are!

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15°C
Date: 8:00 PM EDT Saturday 18 April 2026
Condition: Light Rainshower
Pressure: 100.5 kPa
Tendency: Rising
Temperature: 15.4°C
Dew point: 14.5°C
Humidity: 94%
Wind: WSW 17 gusts 36 km/h
Visibility: 5 km

Quote

“The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.”
Carl Jung
1875 – 1961

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Steve Paul Simms
Steve Paul Simms
1 day ago

Your brain learns to ignore them. My Tinkerbelle is more like New Zealand, or Japan, or any country with a southwest-northeast axis in the corner of my right eye. Why, there it is now! Thanks for nothing. But they’re nothing to worry about.

WendyNC
WendyNC
1 day ago

Maggie, I named mine Jimmy. Since I had already had my cataract surgeries by the time my PVD happened, I was able to have a vitrectomy and Jimmy and his band are long gone. As far as the other eye, I haven’t had a proper PVD, just an increasingly messy crowd. Most annoying.

WendyNC
WendyNC
15 hours ago
Reply to  Maggie Turner

Maggie, I’ve had floater ablation in the other eye to break up Bobby, Earl and several of their other friends. In my case, it turned out to be a good choice because a retinal tear was found in that eye and, since the ophthalmologist was playing “space lasers” in the eye anyway, he was able to repair it.

While the floater ablation helped, that eye has since grown more floaters but none quite big enough to have a name. I finally got a referral to a retinal specialist but she’s hesitant to proceed with vitrectomy since it’s not possible to confirm externally that the vitreous has fully detached. I remind myself that just because the first vitrectomy went really well, that’s no guarantee about the second one.

Meanwhile, the gang in my right eye interferes with my work and often brings on squinting headaches. My brain is supposed to learn to ignore these things. It doesn’t.

I hope you and Tinkerbelle can get it worked out.

Joan Lansberry
Joan Lansberry
1 day ago

Ah, the naming of the body peculiarities! I’ve been trying to come up with a name for my ulcer. At present, I have only “She who must be obeyed”. Until I come up with something briefer, this will have to do!

Stubblejumpers Cafe
Stubblejumpers Cafe
8 hours ago

You got me. Still wearing ski pants, parka, tuque, boots, and mitts. -Kate