In my youth I competed in sports, mostly track and field. There was a unique feeling, after the intense build up to a competition, after the competition, when winding down.
I have that feeling today.
In 2022 I experienced intense feelings, when it was discovered that I had a second life threatening condition. That bad news took some time to process. I was told it might never be a problem, so I adjusted to the news with that caveat. Then a routine ultrasound scan last autumn, at the hospital, reported that it was suddenly and unexpectedly a problem. This began another, more difficult, process of adjustment. A sombre undercurrent has been present since last October.
Then, last week, another scan, a CT scan, more reliable, reported that it was not a problem. That was great news. A weight has been lifted from my shoulders.
The good news has been slowly seeping into me. It was hard to believe at first, the extremely significant difference between scan results. I was not offered an explanation, perhaps because there is no explanation. I am hoping for some feedback from the vascular surgeon, but since I am in no immediate danger, it is unlikely I will hear from his office.
The lifestyle changes I have implemented to cope with the condition will be maintained. There are new innovations under human trials in the US that, if the trials go well, could offer effective treatment that is relatively non-invasive. I live in hope.
Updated on Wed, Feb 7 at 9:37 AM
FEELS LIKE -5
Wind 2 N km/h
Humidity 80 %
Visibility 23 km
Sunrise 7:19 AM
Wind gust 4 km/h
Pressure 102.7 kPa
Ceiling 9100 m
Sunset 5:24 PM
“When you close your doors, and make darkness within, remember never to say that you are alone, for you are not alone; nay, God is within, and your genius is within. And what need have they of light to see what you are doing?”
55 AD – 135 AD